The Treadmill of Life

It doesn't seem to matter what I do, I end up in the same spot. I really think my destiny is precalculated. I have signed up on Match.com again. I figure I will quit at the end of the 7 day free trial. I have emailed a couple women, but I am already thinking this was a bad idea. I am sure this will go nowhere. I will invent reasons why these women who are most likely perfectly nice, normal women, are un-dateable. If that doesn't happen, I will most certainly never actually ask them to meet. Or they will just never return my emails. Sigh. What was I thinking?