Here comes that same old feeling again....

It is like somebody flipped a switch. I was really busy today at work, but pretty much as soon as I got home and sat down I started thinking about her again. Yes, her. From 18 years ago. I used to do this all the time. I thought I had gotten over it. I guess not.

I used to look for her number in the phone book when I got the new one every year. She wasn't the only one, but she was usually the first. I never did see it.

Now I know she is on the other side of the country. If I were rich, I would just pop in and visit. Or maybe if I were terminally ill, and had nothing else to do.... What would I say? I'm not really sure.

I hope this passes. I am sure it will.